Saturday, January 3, 2009
"...Was at a kopitiam in Singapore, looked like the old bukit batok kopitiam where parents used to have a store.... Me, Hamster, yoke chee, jason and another army pal....having a joyous time chatting and laughing...ordering foods and drinks....taking pics....having a little negotiation with the stall keeper because one of my food never arrived.............."
DING Ding DONG Dong~~~
I woke up from a dream. Someone pressed the doorbell.
Forgotten about the dream...Can't even recalled what dream I was dreaming moments...can't believe it.
Only after I fed the dog and decided to blog about my amnesia, that the brain suddenly recalled.
 Dad's little amusement of placing my old car plate on Yong's house... but he took it off afterwards, probably the look of it is too striking~
 geez like it... was off too.
Slept pretty late last night, probably too tired and also being interrupted in the middle of my sleep.
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Today is 3rd of January 2009 0935hrs.
 Judging from the entry I did on main blog... I can see that I ain't really excited about the new year. Probably because a year flew past me in a flash, I still remember very clearly the day I wrote the year end blog for 07'....
Life is too short. If it is only for another 100 years...
Count to a 100. It's fast aint? My 1 year flew right out of my sight before I could embrace it.
Embracing it probably mean doing something memorable or meaningful... I am doing something memorable and meaningful. Doing my first year. Busy and more busy... No time to think of anything else at all.
 Boo! (took this photo just by staring at the lens... looked kinda scary ain't?)
Maybe...life is like so. then, this life is so dull and monotonous Repeating and repeating...
Such life cycle belong to humans... The self-proclaimed best-creature-to-be on Earth. I do agreed that there is nothing better than being a human.
I love life. There isn't anything that I want most other than longevity. Yet I seriously dislike the life cycle of humans.
I seek an answer, an explanation, a relieve.
Can't believe that most people live their life blindly till their very last breathe. Remembered, forgotten and remembered again... Just like a dream.
I do not wish that life is like so. Ignorantly began and soon after....ignorantly disappeared from this world, from people's memories and from existence.

Maybe it would give a feeling that I am still too young to be thinking about such issues but I just can't help it when I look at people's life cycle.
We are just here to reproduce. When the time comes... We are just like everything else...
Enlighten me.
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